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Infinity is really just love...

There is holiness in every good heart.  Blessings to all who try anything at all on this planet to further their awareness, no matter where their path leads them.  I liked "I Heart Hucklabees" as an example of how the mystery of life is obscured by the addiction to drama and lessons played out in the training; this is humanity's addiction too.  This victim based addiction binds people to participate with her in years of unnecessary, inefficient energy work and I now see that it distracts from and delays learning what true feeling, true connection, is.  I hope the founder finds her heart one day and is able to recognize that manipulation, fear and control are not necessary to make people grow, and that her enablers glorify and support this addiction for her.  Her talent for touching people is great, and I hope it can be put to a much finer use.          

Part of my learning through all this involved recognizing which parts of the training are effective and which parts are damaging.  The most amazing thing in the training is the ability to create and maintain people's belief in it.  Power transfer is just the ability to make you believe.  This is both its power and its abuse.  It feels like a relief to finally be told the "truth" with such apparent strength.  Students feel changes in themselves and are so grateful to their teachers and this 'power'.  This set up does work.  Students want to 'believe'  and the tendency in us that is cultivated here through power transfer is called magical thinking.  This is ok to a point and causes changes to be made, but the part that isn't ok and that is damaging is that the mystical stories become their world, not just a tool but an incredibly bulky conditioned belief system over time.  As they believe more and more in the training, everything that is not of the training becomes separate, somethng to fix and align with training beliefs and the "truth" they have slowly adopted.  Thus innocent individuals build the battle of each level into an illusional belief system that fragments the ability to learn to be present in the moment with each person, to truly co-create the best outcome with any situation or person.    

The most common thing I've heard from those who stay in the training is that they are in it for themselves, they are not controlled because they have free will and therefore they feel they can take or leave what they want.   They say they have their own mind.  This they believe, after years of conditioning that has prioritized their feelings for them to such an extent that the abuse they see, and practice as teachers if they choose to teach, is not abuse to them.  To feel empathy for themselves or someone else is seen as a flaw and not in power.  Until this conditioned dispassionate indifference is felt this system will continue to produce vehement and strong-willed but not truly free-thinking, feeling and connected individuals.  

Dialogue and inclusive debate bring co-creative truth and growth for all; drama, negativity and battle constricts and fragments our inner power and will never bring the inner wholeness necessary to bring the peace within that is required to co-create the peace without. 

My life is full and joyful, my vibration pristine, and I love you all now and always, don't forget. 

You'll find useful information for your journey at: http://www.psitek.net/pages/PsiTekTMKSContents.html           


Jul. 7th, 2007 09:08 am (UTC)
Re: Thanks!
Hello ear to heaven,

All I can say in response to your comment is that Lessons in Awareness is a compilation of my own and others experiences. There are too many ex-members with harmful experiences to place it all under an umbrella of my own revenge. There are 50 members on the ex-member site alone, with countless hundreds who have disappeared from the training in hurt isolated silence, made to feel they have failed or fallen.

You find value in the training and are holding it together in outreach, a special position and an opportunity to make changes. I just ask that you be aware of the years of hurtfulness in the name of healing that have happened to good, kind, intelligent people and that you continue to work for the elimination of abuse in the training. This is my heartfelt wish for the training, and the ultimate purpose of my public sites.

So you see, this isn't about revenge. It's about allowing many voices to reveal their experiences of the training. These published personal experiences collaborate the cult material, and are only a fraction of the correspondence and appeals for support we’ve received since I left in 2004. They write because once people are out or away from the training (the “fallen”) they begin to get their own thoughts back and want to finally speak up to identify and name the abuse.

If you feel revealing this kind of damage done or the other side of the story is propaganda, please try to read and understand what Lessons is really all about, and I invite you to call or visit me personally to assess for yourself if I am willful, not spiritual or full of revenge. These are not your words, they are Faye's words that I've heard since I took level 1 in 1991. These words have been said often and systematically in classes, meetings, and privately to every ear who will listen, about people who are brave enough to finally speak up about the abuses they see.

I welcome further comments and please feel free to contact me privately through Lessons in Awareness Contact

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